Elocution

I hate it when someone says something to you that means a lot to them, and you have no idea what to say in return. Especially when it's something that makes you so unbelievably happy that you want to jump around squealing. Then your lack of words make them think you don't care and the both of you feel horrible. But I'm glad I didn't swear off of relationships like I said I would earlier this year because, I don't know, it's like having just one thing thats constant. Everything else can be swirling in a pool of absolute shite, but I know he'll always be there to pick up the pieces.

I'll shut up, it's getting sappy.

In other news, my brother's gone :) I shouldn't be happy, but he was annoying me and he made my parents annoyed quite a bit. Not that I ever knew what was going on with him, I thought he was going to be in his room forever more then one evening mum was like 'yeah so I'm taking Simon to the station tomorrow' and I just said 'Where's he going?!?' turns out he was going to look for a house...good to know, thanks for letting me know ¬.¬ and when a week later he got back they were like 'so have you packed yet?' again making me ask where he's going. Turns out he's going back to uni on the sunday. Again, thanks for telling me. Urgh, I like to know what's happening you know? I like to have a grasp on changes and stuff.

I get a suprise on Saturday though :) I have no idea what it is, but I bet it'll be good. I'm going round to Joe's house on friday and staying over. And I get my suprise in the evening. I'm probably being very impatient and annoying him no end asking about it, but I'm very impatient, I don't like having to wait for things I want. Which makes me sound like a spoiled brat XD

Still no luck on the UCAS form front, I was supposed to ring the Work Experience place today but I never seemed to have the time...oh well. ten days yesterday :S

Wish me luck!

~*~Hayley~*~