:D Happy

I'm having another of those very non-eloquent moments, I'm the happiest I've ever been and can't seem to find any words for it. I spent a good few minutes there looking through quotes, because I'm just a little bit sad. There were several that jumped out at me:


"What I feel for you seems less of earth and more of a cloudless heaven."
"I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you."
"You're nothing short of my everything." 

I'm having a very sappy day, my heart feels warm in my chest; always. I thought I had loved deeply before, but that pales in comparison with this. I just want to be with him all the time, and any time away from him is time wasted. 

In other news XD, I spent the weekend with Joe, as you may have realised from my babbling :P It was the best two days of my life. End of story.

My UCAS is currently being considered by the universities I have applied to, I have no idea how long it'll take for them to get back to me, if I get any offers I'll be quite frankly astounded. The idea that out of the hundreds of applicants for medicine, anyone would pick me, the average one, is just not going to happen. Meh I'll stay positive, if I get in, I can always brag about that :P But yeah, I've finished my to do list, and have nothing useful to do. Except revise like a bitch and homework. I'm supposed to be focussing on my education this year, I said at the beginning that seeing as I had no more distractions, I would get on with being a good girl. But so far this year I've learned how to not be a social pariah and still do well. I'm nerding out this year, and I'm loving every second of it.

At the moment, I'm missing writing :( I loved writing stories and stuff. But I seem to have lost my mojo, I can't think of anything. Writers block sucks. I love writing something, letting the words flow out of your fingers and then reading back over it and thinking 'wow, I thought of that'. It's like when I solve a really hard maths problem, and when you've finished, you look over the workings out and feel proud that you accomplished that. Oh yeah, I'm a maths nerd :P I looove maths, it's great.

But yeah, I'm babbling quite a bit, and Joe's going to be reading this and I don't think he needs/wants to hear about my love of maths =/

C'est la vie, so they say. I have a good feeling about next week, it's going to be good. I don't know why I think that, it's just a feeling in my gut. I tend to follow my gut, otherwise I'd never do anything XD 

But anyway I'm going to go now, and come back another day.

Peace out dudes :P

~*~Hayley~*~

♥ I love you Joe Reid ♥