Always Attract

'Keeping me awake, it's been like this now for days, my heart's out at sea, my head's all over the place. I'm losing sense of time, and everything tastes the same, I'll be home in a day but I fear that's a month too late. That night, I slept on your side of the bed so, it would be ready when you got home' You Me at Six - Always Attract


I actually can't believe it, my boyfriend ruined romantic films for me :O. Well not really ruined per say, but I was watching Pretty Woman today, and that scene where she kisses him for the first time (if you haven't seen it, she's a prostitute and has a rule that she never kisses a guy on the lips) and my heart just ached. I missed him, as sad and lame as that sounds. And oh yeah, he was here this morning, sleeping in my bed. But any second I'm away from him I miss him =/. That's just how it is now. We've been together nearly half a year and it's gone by so quickly, I've loved every minute of it.


Well thats the happiness out of the way, I'd just like to say that being ill sucks. Thanks to the stupid throat infection that I've got, my throat is currently half the size it usually is, which makes eating a barrel full of laughs. Today I think the cold really kicked in, and I've felt so weak all day and cold. Poor me :P 


Last night I had a nosebleed whilst I was at Lucy's house. I haven't had a nosebleed in years, and all that caused it was Joe grabbing my nose and wiggling it. I did it back to him and then my nose started bleeding. Nice. I think he thinks I'm like this teeny fragile person, because every time he accidentally elbows me or hits me, like when we're having tickling wars, he'll apologize for ages and he'll be so upset about it as if he'd actually hurt me, when usually he hasn't. So needless to say that the bleeding incident last night got to him a little. I think it was the fact he'd made me bleed, even though how was just stupid. he's so adorable and loves me so so much :3.


I dunno lately I've just become of the opinion that if you push people away and stop talking to people, you're just letting yourself in for being lonely. People have their reasons and stuff, but really, if you'd behaved a little better towards them, then they'd probably be better people towards you. And bitching about it isn't going to help anyone except yourself. The more you complain, the more they're going to think you're a whiny little bitch who needs to grow a pair and grow up. 
If people don't like you, there's going to be a reason. No offence, but if you can't realise that, then you're a little bit self righteous. No one's perfect, not even you so just cut everyone a little bit of slack. People CAN change, but being all up in their face isn't going to help anyone.