It was a snow day today, so me and my friends went sledging near Ben's house. It was awesome, but very very cold XD. Because I couldn't go to college this morning I started to miss a certain someone, but what else is new? I miss him pretty much every moment I'm not with him =/
But yeah SNOW! I got up this morning, was busy straightening my hair when my mum asks if I've looked outside. I was greeted with a winter wonderland! So when I decided my bus really wasn't going to be able to come, I went back to bed for 3 hours. Aggravating Joe in the process because he had to go to college :P He was jealous of our sledging too, but I'm sure he'd rather have been with me :D
We recorded videos of sledging and stuff on my new iPod (lovingly given to me by Joseph :P) and were watching them on Ben's laptop when we got back. Awkward moment when Ben asked why I'd named my iPod Charlie...long story...but to me its cute. Joe will probably be like wtf, why? Because he knows the name connection. And its a little sad.
I spent friday/saturday at Joe's. I wish my mum would let me spend a week there...the closest I've got is 3 days but I want a week! It never seems long enough, especially as it takes so long to get there! It takes an hour on the train and like, two and a half on the bus so it takes like half a day to like, get there and then the time taken to actually sleep in the middle (if we actually sleep ;) )I only see him for a few hours. I sound like a sap. I sometimes hate how vulnerable I've become. I always think I've done something wrong if he hasn't spoken to me for a few hours (at the moment eight and a half) and I'm always the one that texts him. I dunno, I just feel a little hopeless.
I've been in a weird mood since I went on the Pill, my hormones are acting up I guess. I have a slight worry about the whole pill thing, I don't really know if I waited long enough after starting them before...you know. And how are you supposed to know if you're pregnant if you're on the type of pill that's most likely going to stop those monthly services? I suppose my present theory of just waiting and seeing if I start ballooning isn't very good. Especially seeing as I know that if I was in that situation I wouldn't be able to stop it, I just couldn't get rid of it =/ I'm far too maternal. Which would thrill Joe seeing as he hates children. Oh well, I'll see how it goes, if I start craving stuff or throwing up, I'll take a pregnancy test and deal with it.
I'm probably the only person who hopes we can get in to college tomorrow, because Wednesdays are the days that I spend like, all day with Joe, just hanging out and its great :D.
Wish me luck
~*~ Hayley ~*~
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