New Moon!

Okay so I deleted my last post, because it was fairly depressing. And it was just me whining on, I was feeling kinda upset in a overreacting way and I don't think I could have read it without wanting to slap myself XD. So yeah =/


And so the weather gets colder by the day, while I don't like the cold, I like wrapping up warm and going for long walks. That probably sounds quite sad, but at the moment, everywhere you go there are lots of fallen leaves that when they're dry, make everything look so colourful. Plus you of course have to crunch your way through those leaves, tearing them for all they're worth. Unfortunately it's been raining all day today and rain generally makes me feel depressed, unless I'm having fun in the rain. Kisses in the rain are the way forward ;)


Urgh I'm feeling quite ill right now, my tummy isn't happy at all =( 


I spent today and yesterday with Joe, Lucy and Lyd, we stayed round Lucy's and watched Bruno,which is a very funny film in that it's just so so wrong! Then Lyd went home and I got to sleep with Joe, which is probably my favourite thing at the moment, I can even find the humour in his loud snoring at 5o'clock in the morning :) He's adorable when he sleeps, plus he's really really warm, which is something that often evades me. So yeah, it's like having a hot water bottle with a nice ass :P Which I don't think is a concept he really grasps XD he thinks I'm weird whenever I go near it. Sucks to be him when he finds out about my skin obsession! Which isn't as weird as it sounds, I just really like how skin feels. Which is why I prefer skin to skin contact ;)


I went to see New Moon today, which is my least favourite book in the Twilight Saga. But, it was a much better film than the first one, this one stuck to the book a little better and didn't feel so wooden. It doesn't help that Robert Pattinson,who plays Edward, is such an ugly fucker. The character is so hot though, I don't think they would have been able to find a guy hot enough to play him. So, the hotties of the movie are Jacob (Taylor Lautner) and Jasper (Jackson Rathbone). Just an FYI for you :) Also, I loved the ending, as I loved that scene in the book, because the last line of the film is 'Marry me?' That book was always the hardest for me to read because I have serious abandonment issues. I'd probably be willing to be unhappy just to not be alone. So when Bella gets left by two guys one after the other it just rings home for me. Hence why I cried a little. I just get thinking about someone I love desperately leaving me. 


But anyway I think I'm going to go and get some sleep, see if I feel better in the morning.

Forever Yours

~*~Hayley~*~