Just a bit of a break down

At this moment in time; I don't want to go.

I want to fail

I want to be stuck in this shit hole for another year

I want to have to go back to college and redo everything I've done this past year.

Why?

Because I don't want to be further away from him than I already am.

45.6 miles are heartbreaking enough as it is, how am I going to handle 65.6?

And I know it's only an hour and three quarters by train,

But I don't want to.

I can't be without him, it hurts too much

It's bad when you want something you know you have no chance of actually getting

P.S. I wish I'd stop with the waterworks =/

Meh..

So much to say, to rant.

But I can't because it's not private enough here =/

Considered writing a diary again, at least that is read by only me and I can look back at my whinings and be glad no one else was bored by them.

But these are real issues and I don't know why I can't bring myself to tell anyone =/

Things I love and hate (stolen from sexy Helen ;) )

I love Joe Reid
I love bread
I love sunsets
I love beetroot

I hate cheaters
I hate being ill
I hate anything really that's green
I hate bad spelling