Hayley Paramore: hasn't blogged in a disgustingly long time

Urgh to start with, exams suck major mutt fluff. It's not even as if I've been doing that much revision, or been that stressed. If I were I'd have lost the few pounds I've gained since last September, for which I can only blame one person :P

I just looked back in my blog and found that on the 18th of April I said I would wear my hair curly every day. And I have, except for a few days where I've had my hair up. Is it sad I find that an amazing achievement?

So here I am listening to the soundtrack to glee thinking about the next few months, as I always seem to be lately. I don't know, it's like I don't think anything's actually going to happen. To me, I'll just be going back to school for another year because that's the way this time of year's always felt. I can't believe I might actually be moving on and having some control over my own life. That idea on it's own seems incredible. I can't wait to have my own life that no one dictates except myself. Of course, that probably won't be the case, I'll probably be so used to a certain someone (my mother) dictating what I can and cannot do (mostly the latter), I won't be able to live my own life with her voice as my conscience. Damn conscience.

I'd like to get wasted, just once. I think the whole thing is stupid, but I'd like to try it. Especially now I've found 'my drink'. Mmmmm Malibu :D
I'd like to get my tattoo, which is an idea my parents abhor. Which will be fun :P
I'd like to dye my hair an outrageous colour, just once. When I want to do something I have to do it, get it out of my system so I can move on. I'm thinking Hayley Williams hair ;)
I'd like to move in with a certain someone. This one's at the forefront of my mind, especially seeing as Lucy is moving in with Chris on Monday and I can't say I'm not jealous. Especially seeing as they've been together like 4/5 months and Joe and I have been together 9. That doesn't seem fair now does it?

There's so much I'd like to do with my life, I just don't know how much of it I'm going to get done. I should write a bucket list and that can lead my life for me. All I need is Morgan Freeman and Jack Nicholson now :P

Okay so the bucket list (work in progress):

Go to University and act a little stupid, leaving behind my sensibleness.
Become a Doctor
To get married.
To have a family
Visit Ghana, or somewhere in Africa
Go to Italy
I'd love to go to Asia
Go snowboarding
Finish training as an Ice Skater
Finish Grade 8 Piano
Go to an audition for TV/Movies
Live in a foreign country
Go snorkelling
Skydive

Well that's a start. We'll see how we do with that one :P
But anyways, before I went off on a tangent, I'm looking forward to having my own bathroom! En-suite room at Uni. It's going to be so so good. Lol I'm a bit of a bathroom freak, I don't like to share them XD

At the moment I have a stonking cold. It's giving me nosebleeds and stuff. On Thursday, I had a really heavy one for 25 minutes, Mum was freaking out because you're supposed to go to the hospital after 30 minutes. But yeah, pretty lightheaded that day!
But it's getting better, only slowly. I gave it to Joe, I stayed at his wednesday and he didn't stay away from my grossness XD bless him

Anyways there's a blog, a crap one but a blog non-the-less