I haven't blogged in what seems like forever and the only explanation I can give is that nothing has really been going on. I mean last wednesday I changed what I was doing at Uni; Again. And when I tell people many are like, 'how did you manage that?!?' It seems very few (i.e. None) are aware of the UCAS Extra scheme, whereby if a person receives no offers, they can add another option. So I went on my merry was and last Tuesday emailed Plymouth Uni to ask if they still had places on their C100 course, also known as Biological Sciences. I chose that course because at the end of the 1st year, you have the option to transfer into their Peninsula School of Medicine. Which is great! It means that for the low low price of two B's and a C, I can get to do what I want to do and only have to go to uni for another year. Six years isn't too bad is it? :S lol
The only problem is that I neglected to tell my mum about this change of plan. In her head I'm still going back to college for a year and hoping that I can defer my offer from Glamorgan. Unfortunately this isn't the case. You can't defer offers, which means that if I don't get a place at Plymouth, I can just be like 'oh dear, I can't defer it. I'll just have to reject it' unbeknownst to my mum that I'd rejected that offer months ago. That's all sorted, I'm still not sure what I'm going to tell her if I do get a place. I can't just turn round one day and say that 'woo! I got an offer from Plymouth Uni to do a subject you didn't know I'd applied for!'
You see, at the time, I weighed it in my mind and decided that because it was at the uni I wanted to go to and because it gave me access to the course I wanted to do, it was a smart move. I do wish that I'd discussed it with mum first. Even though she'd have had a hard time wrapping her head around it XD
And today was Joe's birthday :) I felt really bad because a) I wasn't 'allowed' to get him a birthday present (we'd decided that I needed to save for Portugal) and b) He was spending his 18th birthday just at my house with me, rather than going out like he probably wanted to. With my mother no less XD. But yeah, I'm hoping I made him feel a little better :P. But I made him a birthday cake, a supposed chocolate fudge cake (it really wasn't XD) decorated with a crushed up flake and mini eggs. It was good, probably the best one I've made so far, I always had a tendency to burn the cake XD. Especially that time I made one when Joe was at my house and he dragged me off while it was cooking and either the timer didn't go off or we were too busy to hear it.
I'm getting rather excited of late when I think that next year I shall be living with Joe :) I'm hoping that for the first year of the Medicine course I will be based in Plymouth. Because with that one you move each year between Plymouth Exeter and Truro. None are particularly far away, Plymouth is pretty much equidistant from each. And it's like a £5 return. So I may commute, or I'll live in the halls for the week when I'm not in plymouth and go home at weekends. By home I mean with Joe, not home home. I don't know, there's too much to think about, I might not have even got in. So yeah, growing up pretty much sucks.
I think I've vented enough for a while, that's just what's been on my mind of late.
Much loves, especially to Mr Joe Reid ♥
Monday, 22 March 2010
Thursday, 18 March 2010
Scribble Award :)
This is officially my first award :D is it sad that it makes me happy? But thank you to the beautiful Rachel for giving me this award ♥
Thankyou Guys :)
I have to write five things I love, five things I hate and five bloggers to pass this award on to :)
5 Things Hayley Paramore Loves more than anything else:
1. Joe Reid. If no one saw that coming they don't really know me :P
2. Jelly Tots
3. New Look
4. Singers
5. Loud Music
5 Things Hayley Paramore Hates more than anything else:
1. How little signal there is in my room
2. Marmite
3. Cheaters
4. Annoying voices (I mean a person with an annoying voice, I don't mean I hear voices XD)
5. People who don't text back quick enough XD
5 Bloggers to Pass this Award on To:
Thankyou Guys :)
Monday, 8 March 2010
Ramblings of Boredom :P
So I haven't blogged here in a good while, but nothing really is happening or worthy of wasting anyone's time to read.
I still trundle along in my little life, getting messages of love through my phone every 15 minutes at least that brighten my day when he cannot. I think I'm getting comfy, and this is the stage where I start to worry, start to worry that he'll leave me like the rest. My heart knows I'm being stupid and that the dull ache we both feel in our chests when we're apart isn't exactly going to go away yet. We're the same with eachother as we were in the beginning, only we know that we can count on the other and that we both want the same things out of life. (I especially like bringing up one thing, because he gets all embarassed he's been thinking about it at all; I for one think it's adorable :P)
But that really completely sums up the past few weeks, everyone at college has turned their minds to the upcoming exam results on thursday and are making plans to go out and get hammered to forget the woes of the day. As I moved into A-Levels, the hopes of getting pretty much straight A's slipped from my grasp. I was never in to doing extra work, and never really needed to and now that I do, I just can't and rely on just being average. I'm smart, I know that much, enough people tell me so. I just lack motivation. Though I have gained a motivation, trying hard, getting A's and moving in with Joe next September and going to Uni together.
That's my motivation. Joe's is slightly different, but still involving me, just a little further into the future when his role as the provider will begin.
I'm thinking about this post and wondering how on earth I'll bring myself to post it.
I want to write a new story, only I have no idea what. I miss spending hours writing alone in my room, my head so full of characters and potential plot idea's that I could never write them down fast enough. Now though, I cannot help but miss it. I missed the characters I created, even though they were just slightly altered versions of myself and the love interest in my life, I liked to make little scenarios of what could happen. I'm just a sap really who needs to get a life. XD
I started shopping for my holiday! :D I'm so glad that I can spend money again, even if it's on stuff I can't technically use till july. Of the £100 my mum gave me for holiday clothes and stuff, I have spent £30 so far and should end up with £35 left over if all goes to plan.
And I might be getting a job soon, which will take the pressure off of my EMA alone. And I can afford (hopefully) to actually go out and do stuff, seeing as lately I've had literally no money and I've even had to turn down going to Joe's :O. And I won't have to feel bad about spending money on food. A girl has to eat, and my appetite lately has been bigger than usual.
I really don't have anything else to talk about, only that I'm probably going to be going to see Alice in Wonderland on Thursday in 3D, I've gained a love of 3D films, they're just so much prettier than 2D ones XD Plus it means that I get to stay round Joe's house and we can spend friday in bed as there is a day off from college :D
Oh happy daaays :)
Hayley
xxxxx
♥ I love you Joe ♥
I still trundle along in my little life, getting messages of love through my phone every 15 minutes at least that brighten my day when he cannot. I think I'm getting comfy, and this is the stage where I start to worry, start to worry that he'll leave me like the rest. My heart knows I'm being stupid and that the dull ache we both feel in our chests when we're apart isn't exactly going to go away yet. We're the same with eachother as we were in the beginning, only we know that we can count on the other and that we both want the same things out of life. (I especially like bringing up one thing, because he gets all embarassed he's been thinking about it at all; I for one think it's adorable :P)
But that really completely sums up the past few weeks, everyone at college has turned their minds to the upcoming exam results on thursday and are making plans to go out and get hammered to forget the woes of the day. As I moved into A-Levels, the hopes of getting pretty much straight A's slipped from my grasp. I was never in to doing extra work, and never really needed to and now that I do, I just can't and rely on just being average. I'm smart, I know that much, enough people tell me so. I just lack motivation. Though I have gained a motivation, trying hard, getting A's and moving in with Joe next September and going to Uni together.
That's my motivation. Joe's is slightly different, but still involving me, just a little further into the future when his role as the provider will begin.
I'm thinking about this post and wondering how on earth I'll bring myself to post it.
I want to write a new story, only I have no idea what. I miss spending hours writing alone in my room, my head so full of characters and potential plot idea's that I could never write them down fast enough. Now though, I cannot help but miss it. I missed the characters I created, even though they were just slightly altered versions of myself and the love interest in my life, I liked to make little scenarios of what could happen. I'm just a sap really who needs to get a life. XD
I started shopping for my holiday! :D I'm so glad that I can spend money again, even if it's on stuff I can't technically use till july. Of the £100 my mum gave me for holiday clothes and stuff, I have spent £30 so far and should end up with £35 left over if all goes to plan.
And I might be getting a job soon, which will take the pressure off of my EMA alone. And I can afford (hopefully) to actually go out and do stuff, seeing as lately I've had literally no money and I've even had to turn down going to Joe's :O. And I won't have to feel bad about spending money on food. A girl has to eat, and my appetite lately has been bigger than usual.
I really don't have anything else to talk about, only that I'm probably going to be going to see Alice in Wonderland on Thursday in 3D, I've gained a love of 3D films, they're just so much prettier than 2D ones XD Plus it means that I get to stay round Joe's house and we can spend friday in bed as there is a day off from college :D
Oh happy daaays :)
Hayley
xxxxx
♥ I love you Joe ♥
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